November 26, 2008
the mighty boosh 2009 calender would be worth getting for this photo/month alone.oh my god +WISHLIST
D: I would so get this if I didn’t already have a Prince Caspian calendar & A TDK calendar.
omgggg want want want want want rn! noellllll<3
7 months agoi have a word puzzle book.
that i bought for $3.99 yesterday at walmart.
and i love it, man.
i am obsessed with overworking my brain and doing these puzzles.
but for now, i’m going to sl33p.
hopefully.
ilyouuuu!<3
omg il my cat so much.
i just want to hug him and never let go ever.
he’s so goddamn warm and loving rn.
it’s because i’ve been downstairs most of the time since friday, spending so much time away from him.
and now he’s all “OMG YOU’VE COME BACK HOLD ME!” and is purring like…omg.
you wouldn’t even BELIEVE how loud he’s purring right now. it is ridic.
i’m pretty sure that’s what’s gonna put me back to sleep - my ear pressed to a small, furry, purring body. x]
so yuss, il my cat.<33333
[also, he does this thing now that i call death from above (i’ve been playing too much call of duty, tyvm i know) where he sits on the stereo on top of my dresser, which is just higher than my head as i walk through the door.
and then he jumps on me. it’s so amazingly funny. i wish i could film it happening.]
November 25, 2008
“ Some days are easier than others. Some days, easy is good enough. Some days, easy is the unattainable. But most days, easy is just that - easy. And nothing great is ever easy. Some days, it’s easier to not try than to try and fail. Some days, the guilt isn’t that bad. Some days, I strive toward goals. But those some days are few and far between. I am God’s daily masochistic peep show. Wasn’t the lesson that Eve eating the apple was bad? That we are forever cursed? But Cursed is my theme song. Because for all the innocence lost, for the shame we feel, for our impending damnation, it makes me feel alive. So bring on the heartbreak, bring on the failure, bring on the scabbed knees, wrong turns and sleepless nights because I’m not broken yet, and I’ve got far too much left in me. This iron heart may be dented and rusted, but goddamnit, she’s a runner. And I need more fights, more cheap shots, more sucker punches, more back stabs and disappointing friends. Because I’m still laughing, and I never stop swinging. So bring it on, because you don’t know who the fuck you’re dealing with.
Christopher Gutierrez. <3
7 months ago
“ It’s good to be here. I almost didn’t make it in. I flew into the Portland International Jetport! They got another road now in there ‘cause it’s in such fuckin’ demand. Sometimes two or three cars go at a time! “We better put another road in!” There are more roads than planes out there. My dad says to me, “When you fly in, I gotta know exactly what flight, what flight number, and what gate you’re comin’ into.” I said, “Hey dad. It’s Maine, alright? I’ll make you a deal…when I show up…I’ll go outside!
“ I’m here again, a thousand miles away from you; a broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am. I tried so hard, thought I could do this on my own. I’ve lost so much along the way.
Red. <3
7 months ago
I am three seconds away from walking there just to punch him in the face.
Seriously. I’m going to knock out all his teeth and give him a black eye and a bloody lip, and I’m really going to feel good about it. 7 months agoGod, I am such a fucking shitty person.
And I am really sorry to everyone who’s come in contact with me that’s had to deal with me for any period of time.I am a fucking dick, and I never meant to be, but I am.
So I’m sorry. 7 months ago
